Season 37, Episode 159

Have you ever sat in a church service and experienced a sermon that seemed like it was made for you?

Something so pointed that it was exactly what you needed without you even knowing you needed it.

That was my sunday experience.

Now, it is no joke that I have been the most inconsistent with my blog and social media than I would say I have ever been since I started this journey.

My move impacted my mental health and my faith in more ways than I ever expected.

There were moments this year that it was a battle to get out of bed and to get moving and days where I floated through the day with no care of anything.

So when I was sitting in church today and the sermon was titled "Love One Another," I wasn't expecting much.

However, my interest was piqued when the pastor mentioned the relationship between Jonothan and David.

Now, I'm not going to have the words to retell what was so eloquently said on Sunday but I can share my takeaways.

I've been pondering on the question-am I a Jonothan or a David?

If I'm being honest, I was convicted in that very moment because I would like to always be a Jonothan.

The person who is ok with knowing that what is for others was not supposed to be for me.

The one who is able to be the cheerleader, life speaker, and doesn't really have a platform to shine on.

But then I sat with the question and I was challenged to realize that God calls us to be both at different seasons of our lives.

There are seasons when we are called to be the cheerleader, the life speaker. To be the middle man to help someone navigate through murky waters to calling and purpose.

On the flip side, there are seasons where we are called to something greater than anything that we could ever navigate on own. Where the moments of reaching the end result is hard, and sometimes dark and overwhelming.

I'm grateful for the people that have stood in the murky waters with me this year.

The intercessors, who prayed through the night when my sleepless nights were caused by disobedience.

The life speakers who affirmed what I had forgotten and spoke new truths that they saw unfolding.

The ones who put on their rain boots and walked me across the tumultuous waters to safety.

This year has been one where I was sitting in the middle of the hard and challenging of what God had called me to.

And for someone who likes to be hidden and move in the background the idea of stepping into a season where God is making a way for the miraclous to happen is nerve wrecking.

(Without my life hanging in the balance, because we've walked through that)

I'm no stranger to miraculous moments and divine interruptions.

However, I'm expectant of what God has in store for the coming year.

Dreaming God sized dreams, with heavenly expectations is my new spiritual attitude and heart posture.

So I challenge you that as we step into the final month of the year, to have the courage to step into what God has been nudging you towards, the prompting to act or move.

One thing I have learned through 2025 is that God aligns our paths with the people we need when we walk into the places He has created just for us.